I leave this account for six months, and nothing has changed when I start getting back to it.

It just intrigues me how some of the rest of you stay here, in the fandom.

Or is it me. Seriously, be honest with me. Am I intimidating, what?

I only ask because this community that Alikat91 is surrounded with seems fake. So, fucking, fake. With the exception of a select few I know exclusively on dA, and those I know and hang out with in person.

The rest of you. Speak up. Is it me or is it you? _{Oh wait, that's a rather stupid question. No one likes to take the blame on anything.}

This is why I stopped posting for half a year on Alikatt, this is why I grew out of the fandom, this is why I left.

And this is why I'm considering just ridding myself of this unnecessary trouble and closing this account for good.


But before I do, I'm giving you all a lifeline. Tell me why whatever it is that kept me coming back to the fandom is gone now. Tell me why that addiction is gone.

Tell me why I don't give a fuck about it anymore.

I want to care about you guys, I really do, and I want to keep this account open for you. But lately, I don't give a damn. The growing apparent feeling of being used, patted on the back from time to time, and ignored the rest of the time led up to my desire to quit.

I quit.

I quit.